Anyone following the drama which seems to be my life of late is aware of the turmoil between Miss Girlfriend and I. Today she gave me an ultimatum may be unfair and inaccurate. She simply wanted to know if I ever saw myself wanting to live as Cadence full time.
I waffled on telling her my true answer as long as I could when she recently pondered the question during a tumultuous point of discussions. Last night, I finally relented and told her my true feelings about living as Cadence. Of course that meant my relationship with Miss Girlfriend ceased to be.
We agreed early in that if things were to change between she and I, that we would actively pursue a friendship between each other; neither of us can fathom a life without the other in it. She is merely incapable of seeing herself in a romantic relationship with me as Caden.
So as of last night, I am now alone. The list of things or people tethering me to my male aspect are at an all time low. The prices I’ve paid are high, the loss I’ve already sustained is great. I just hope when I reach an end result that I find it was all worth it.
Ever & Always,